Update #4 - Ending on a high point

My mood must just reflect on the level of interaction I have in a day because I feel more positive tonight. Spent my night being ridiculed for my lack of relationship and how I'm going to get bought a prosie on holiday. I got my shared award, but end of the day the certificate doesn't say so and at least I can say I got something, I'm sure plenty of other people were cheated out of an award they deserved.

Tomorrow is the absolute last event I have with my year-group from school. I'm sure it will be great fun sitting with teacher giving awkward only partially reassuring smiles to the pished students getting down to techno in there 100% polyster blue and red three pieces. According to my friends my correct outfit makes me look like a waiter. Santo and Johnny Sleepwalk would be my tune of choice if I had a bird or at least someone pretty to dance with, but I imagine my night will be more like hunting around for people to talk to and avoiding wincing at the orange girls around me.

I have no bitterness tonight and thus less to say, but maybe that's more healthy than sitting stewing in my own perception of self worth.

Got Fleetwood Mac dreams playing, a current favourite of mines although I'm sure I'll overplay it ;).

Not much else to say tonight other than I'm in a good mood and looking forward to going on holiday next week. It also looks like my last post got more views than usual so I hope my reputation is still intact and I'm not some massive asshole now.

Floating in the sea in a hot country, not a care in the world... for an instant.
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